A !Nau for Now:
Crossing Oceans Inside

THE !NAU

Sida ge ra tsoatsoa

We are beginning

die !nau kom vinnig aan ek moet in my hut sit
die mans suiker die elandgebed vir my eer
my troubare sal vir my met ‘n klipdaskaros seën
my kinders sal altyd behoort aan sy pa’le
wat van rivier kamma-kan kamma vandaan kom

ons is die qua van duiwelsgat en ons gaan nêrens
vandag dra ek my seehondvoorskoot kapallangs mantel
ek is die heerser van my hut melk self die bokke
my broer het sy eed afgelê ek word vandag
vandag is ek nie meer nie’n !naumens nie my mense sing

vandag is ek ‘n vrou ek word uitgesmeer met boegoe
dit maak my vrugbaar atta’le vat my vanoggend
na die hut en sê vir my ek is nie meer ekke nie

sy buk en kruip as sy kruip ek skil as sy skil ek
ek gaan nooit meer weer iets met my eie hande kan bewerk nie
my hande word toegesluit sy leer my voete saam-saam strop
atta sê van nou af moet ek wegbly van die see af
die slangdokter praat my lewe warm met die boegoe

my rooidag maak die see ontstuimig in die hut
ons wag ons wag ons wag mane om sonne verby

Bientang by Jolyn Phillips

Krotoa’s story has been held captive by the confines of colonialism and apartheid. In recent times she has become a symbol for people whose history has been destroyed and for those confined in a prison of the mind. To free her story and ourselves, we are called upon to delve into the world of Spirit where the Ancients walk among us. She has exploded onto our awareness because her story has not ended.

Ek sit nou op my gemak in the geselskap van Groot Mense

Ritual is the way we sharpen the tools we have been given to access the Divine within. The !Nau is one of the most important rites to cross the oceans inside and journey to a place of true knowing.

For South Africa’s First Nations the !Nau is an initiation or rite of passage ceremony. The !Nau also marks an important transition in the life of a person or a community. It has become a tool for raising cultural awareness and for spiritual revival.

This Exhibition captures a glimpse of the collective !Nau awareness that is happening to many of us, whether we are engaged in formal rituals or not. The Exhibition opens against the backdrop of the !Nau being performed for Krotoa, at a sacred site elsewhere, because she was denied this ancient rite when she worked as a servant for the colonials in the 1600s.

The renaming ceremony for the Krotoa Building on the Stellenbosch University (SU) campus is the context within which the !Nau for Now – Crossing Oceans Inside project is happening. It is part of the university’s Visual Redress programme, directed by the institution’s division for Social Impact and Transformation.

We have avoided the use of problematic or contested terms to describe people and groups. The generic terms First Nations or indigenous are placeholders for the myriad groupings that make up the descendants of the original custodians of this land.

The three phases of the !Nau are Separation, Transition and Re-membering or Reintegration. As part of the !Nau for Now Crossing Oceans Inside project, this ancient ceremony is being performed for Krotoa and women everywhere who have been robbed of their culture and traditions.

Krotoa !Go/Gõas

Krotoa !Goa /Gõas ‘Eva’ van Meerhof of the ǁAmmaqua and Goringhaiqua lives at a time … read more

Separation

On day one of the !Nau is a water ceremony read more

Transition

In the Transition from a traumatic past to a new understanding read more

Re-membering

There is a visit from The Mantis everywhere I live … read more